i’m really feeling this beyonce cd. omg where has this been all my life??
i may be young but i’m readay
life has been throwin me all kinds of curve balls lately, it’s kind of crazy. not terrible stuff, but enough to keep me on my toes, to keep me alert, and to keep me thanking God for the process. i’ve been reminded who my true friends are, what things make me dance no matter what, that it should never be about pleasing people EVER, that there is so much i WANT to do, NEED to do and WILL do and i have to pace myself or else i get so overwhelmed so quickly. inside, mostly. but sometimes my frustrations come to the surface and i go from being a genuinely flexible person to an annoyingly indecisive one. like i can’t commit to anyyything. it’s then that i have to slow down, allow myself to take breaks. break myself from habits. cut off distractions so i can see clearly what needs to happen next.
but alas.. this is life. aside from these things, my life legit feels like a party— one that’s just getting to that point where guests are getting comfortable with their surroundings. less fake, more real
and there’s no room for a buzz kill
